Let it all out

When Life sucks, Suck Back!

Not that my life sucks much right now, of course. I was just suddenly reminded of the quote, lol. And it'd been some time since I last posted any photos of myself. Eh heh heh, so here it is ;) I don't know why, but I like my pictures grainy and with the before-after effects. Random la.

And yes, about the orange hat! I stole it from my sis. She bought it from Miif Plus the other day when my fam was visiting, but before she could even wear it, its on my head. Ah, the privilege of being the big sis: CAN BULLY YOUNGER SIBS ;D *evil grin* Sorry kid, you'll only get to wear it when I go back to JB next month. Still a long time to go ;P

Or is it? It's the end of March already! Going back right after the sem break starts.  Whooties ;)

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TROLL.

Like I proclaimed in my last post, I finally bought the baby.


Cost me a bomb, but no regrets whatsoever, I have been wanting this baby for so long. As in long, long. I have said before, my span of attention or obsession with something is really short. Few weeks tops, and I'm over it. However, this is a whole different story when it comes to MY Diana F+.  I wanted it since forever but I couldn't get pass the guilt of asking mum to get them for me as she would say " I would definitely buy it for you, but do you really need it?"


Well, no....but I really really really do want it. Material needs once in a while, geddit? A girl have to have wh-
Okok. Enough. I don't want readers shooting "LOOK AT THE POVERTY INDIA IS FACING", "THOUSANDS HAVE DIED DURING THE JAPAN TRAGEDY AND YET YOU'RE HERE BOASTING YOUR MATERIAL BLA BLA" etc. etc. I donated money too ok


Moving on.


Abrupt stop.


PS: THE TITLE ABOVE HAS NO RELATION TO THE POST. HOWEVER, IT REFERS TO SOMEONE I'M SITTING TOGETHER WITH RIGHT NOW.

HAHAHAHAH

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I got my new toy

DIANA F+ CLONE! MR PINK

IN YOUR FACE! HAHAHAH

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care.

Sometimes, a gesture of comfort is all you need.


I had been rather depressed inside lately. When I was alone, I was more emotional, and more prone to tears. I don't know why. It could be the hormones, surging up again as I near my monthly period. Or it could be stress, accumulated from the not -so-satisfying results of my class tests. Or it could be because I was sick and tired for so long that made me like that. However, depressed or not, I am feeling better now.

But I would like to say thank you to the boyf and another particular person....whom I don't know.

It all happened that day. After failing to answer many of the physics questions, I just couldn't take it anymore. The frustration took its toll on me and I just burst out crying, in the library. It was embarrassing. I swear I was quiet though, I was sure no one heard. No sniffling and stuff, just tears. It took awhile for the boyf to calm me down, lolz. I guess it's been hard on him for the last few days. I'm sorry for that. I'm touched, hun :)


I was touched also, by a girl. I think she was my age. She was sitting a few tables from me when we were studying. I didn't think she noticed me at first. However, as I tried to walk out of the library after I calmed down, she paused and tried to stretch out a hand, asking me in a concerned tone, "Are you alright now?"


That was all it took. My heart somewhat warmed up and I was really touched. I don't know how to react to it during that time though. I just mumbled a yes and left quickly. I didn't even say thanks! From then... I realise how little it took to make someone feel better. Just a word of care, and it could be from anyone.


I hope somehow, somehow, she could read this and know that I was touched because her concern :)

Predictable.

"Ni hen jiu mei you update ni de blog liao leh!"
Translation: You haven't been updating your blog for a very long time!

Aye, Aye. Time for a confession. I had literally forgotten that I had a blog until, well, 2 minutes ago!
OK, No la. That was an exaggeration on my part.Sometimes, I do realise I still own a blog. I tend to push it aside, though. My friends who have read my blog in the past know what kind of blogger I am. My span of interest can be quite short especially when I get no motivations from readers. and so, the entries become less and less rapid...and then finally stop for a long period of time. Like a month, maybe.

And THEN, I make an "exciting" comeback, posting every other day, reporting anything and everything (almost)... until the cycle repeats. Aiya. A bit predictable one la. I don't remember how many times I have said I would try my best to post consistently.

Bullshite.

I have noticed that the pageviews for my blog is almost non-existent. Sad.
The sole reason I have not been updating I guess. To be honest, I like to get credit for what I do. So if I do post entries or stuff, I would love it if I see comments. If not, it'll be like talking to myself! and that, is not fun. Oh no. Alright, alright. So you say there is nothing to comment about, fine. Let me rephrase. All I really need is to know that there are people reading my entries other than all those effing spammers (go die) spamming my cbox. Arggh.

I realise I'm getting quite desperate in here!!
and Shite, desperation is such a turn off.


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