new chapter

 It's kinda surreal, the fact that I'm going college soon- 10 more days, to be exact.


It only seemed like yesterday, when I just entered Primary school, bouncing up and down everyday. Back then, life treated me well (Not that I'm saying my life sucks now, thank god). I was carefree and I could afford to adopt a lackadaisical attitude. Mum used to say I was a "happy-go-lucky" kinda of girl, too. Come to think of it, I still am; only now, I know when is the right time for it. Oh come on, don't give me that disapproving look, the real world out there (wars, political feuds, poverty etc.) is depressing enough, I need internal peace and happiness, and for that, I tend to be more easy going and worry less about what the future held for me.


That would change, of course. I would be more serious and not take important things as lightly as I had before. I'm 18 now. It's unreal how time flew past that soon. I have left high school and I am crossing the barrier between being a high school student to being a college freshman, and I cannot wait :)


Sure, I would be leaving my family and friends and the boyf behind, but it's all for the best; it's for my future, no kidding. Right now, I imagine how my first week in college would be. Would I be able to make new friends? Would I adapt well living in The Hole (inside joke, heh heh)? Would I suck in doing my own laundry for the first time in my life (i realise that makes me sound like some primsy princess, but i swear i am not; I'm just lucky enough to have a maid at home)? Would I be home sicked? Would I miss him so badly that I'd start tearing up and wish I could take the next bus home just to see him, and my family as well?


I guess I would for all the above...well, except for taking the bus home after just one week - my parents would kill me and it'll make me look pathetic because I'm not independent enough. Lolz.
Oh well, lucky I have my buddies in KL. and a web cam :) Everything is much easier that way.


My room is in a disastrous state right now. Clothes, socks, shoes, bags are strewn everywhere. I have started to pack for college. There is just so much to pack (my parents want me to be more prepared, so they say its better if i just get what I needed for college here in JB, instead of buying them in KL)! I even made a checklist! Haha. Two pages long =.= I have stuffed most things into the luggage now, only a few odd stuff to get - like a wastepaper basket, shower slipper, umbrella and all that. I hope I can buy them soon. It is better to get things done early than procrastinate them until it's too late. I learnt from mistakes. Haha :)


There is just so much to do right now. Apart from packing, I still have to learn how to cook and do the laundry. I have an IPL hair removal appointment to go. I have stationery to get. I have photos to develop. I have presents to wrap. I have a date to go. I have an outing with friends to go - it's ZW's birthday next week! I have...many many many things to do. So much to do, so little time. How I wish there is an extra hour every day. In that extra hour, maybe drastic changes can occur, decisions can be made, arguments can be settled- instead of prolonging them to the next day.



What a bother that would be huh?


xx

Farewell

I've been slacking when it comes to blogging. Haha

Soooo, Feng left for Concord College in UK ytd. We had dinner in the airport and there was a warm feeling to it, and laughters everywhere- especially when Kel checked out (or should I say, studied) HY's boob size). hilarious! Kel's face was SO red when he got caught. ;) Hehe. After dinner...some unfortunate incident happened, but I guess it can't be helped. He'll probably tell you what is in it, girl :) The scene before Feng entered the departure hall was pretty emotional... Goodbyes were said and tears were shed, and he finally disappeared through the gate. It was pretty sad- the whole atmosphere was gloomy, ah well....TAN YAN FENG, you will be missed by us! Cannot wait to see you again when June comes!

Hopefully, when I see ZW tmr, there's no goldfish-  if either of you get what I mean :)

xx

kick ass 2011

I hope everyone had an awesome start to an awesome year, 2011! May this year be more awesome than the last! May Awesomeness sticks with you!!

(Hah. I realise I'd used the word AWESOME too many times)



Year 2011 Overview

Oh the lessons you have endured over the course of 2010. You're not the same people-pleasing darling you were a mere 12 months ago. On the contrary darling -- you are in the midst of a powerful process of cultivating the kind of backbone that makes greatness. Thanks to big daddy Saturn you're learning your lessons well in relinquishing laziness, strengthening discipline, and realizing your authority. You're taking yourself more seriously in the arenas where it matters most. (Read: career and getting paid what you're worth.)



Relationships bring plenty of passion, drama and unexpected plot twists especially during the spring. By the time May rolls around you'll be dealing with an unprecedented amount of planetary energy firing up your relationship sector. With six planets including Venus, your ruler and Jupiter, the planet of abundance lining up in your partnership sector you'll be anything but lonely. The challenge lies in staying true to your own needs without getting lost in the persuasive me-me-me demands of your significant others.



Although some of Saturn's lessons will weigh in on a heavier note and perhaps depriving you of any former easy-outs or shortcuts, you have the uncanny ability to take it all in stride. There's something to be said for the inherent Libran laid-back approach to life's challenges. But under current planetary duress you may join the ranks of the stressful millions in your quest for regaining inner peace and unshakable equilibrium. Forever striving for that elusive balance, you're being put through the cosmic ringer when it comes to finding and holding your own with others. But you will get there Libra -- just you wait and see!

Source: SHINE!

OKAY. For those who don't already know, I actually believe in reading horoscopes.

I had to reread to get the meaning of the whole passage. Long story short (and according to this passage), I'm going to score in fields that matters most to me, and read this! : relinquishing laziness, strengthening discipline, and realizing your authority. Ah, I cannot be more relieved to know this. Laziness is a curse. Relationship-wise, whoa, to me it means it'll be a whole lot more....idk, like an emotional whirlwind? Yikes. Anyway, I hope the rest of the extract is right. It'll make things slightly easier. :)


xx


ps:  2011 started off really well. Some buddies came over and we had a good laugh watching BLADES OF GLORY! and John Tucker Must Die (thongs, anyone? heh;))

pps:  Going to go for "Kursus Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu" tmr with Nat, Jov and Kel

I'm feeling rather thrilled. The photos taken during the past few days have finally been uploaded by YY ;)
Should I post some of them here as well? Haha. Maybe with some captions so u guys know the "story" behind it, even if its a little :D

Be back soon!

Merry Belated Christmas and Happy Boxing Day!

Seriously. I am dead EXHAUSTED.




I just came back from my 10 days trip, no kidding. Class trip started on the 17th, and to be honest, it turned out pretty good. We went to a good many places. Unsurprisingly, days at Cameron Highlands were the slowest. Only farms to visit. The "funnest" was bee farm- a farm with zero population of bees, har har. The supposedly largest indoor maze was damn lame too. Boo. However, the night spent there was lovely ;) I love pacman WHOOOO ;D and I love sleeping there ;*




KL trip came and went so fast. I had the BEST singing session in my life. All 19 us went to Green Box and we sang all the way from NINE to freaking FOUR in the morning. That's seven hours, mind you. The most entertaining part of that night was probably when Kelvin DANCED to Michael Jackson's songs. Boy, can that guy dance. We had a shock of our lives. It was really amazing! I didn't know geniuses can dance well ;P
Btw, we rocked OMG by Usher and Boom Boom Pow by B.E.P.


5O bucks well spent! :D






Trip to Genting this time was not as good (not that it'd been thrilling all this while). It rained, so outdoor theme park was a definite no-no. Well, okay, being able to sit on the Flying Coaster and eating crepe sorta made up for it I guess. The rest of the days were spent indoor-  mostly in bowling centres and arcades. We took some rides too, of cuz. The most epic moment was when HuanYi and me took the reindeer ride. We queued up for a while for it. Our turn came. We took our seats. We put our safety belts in places. We started to peddle. We peddled, peddled. THEN even before out reindeer depart from the waiting station, LimHY's peddle DROPPED OFF. Just like that. She said this incident really bruised her self-ego, meaning to say she is very heavy and the peddle could not handle the pressure exerted on it. HAHAHAH- just kidding. She is damn skinny.






Christmas was spent in Singapore. I had the best Christmas this year, omfg. Had dinner at a Japanese restaurant, lol. How ironic. I mean usually, we'd have western meal on such nights but every other restaurants had either no ambiance or were too full, so we settled for Japanese. To make up for it, there was a clear view of the fireworks right in front of us :D After that, we went around shouting "Merry Christmas!" at everything and everyone we saw. Heh. I went with a few good buddies to Siloso Beach next. Thought it'll be rather merry there, see? Nah uh. We were SO wrong. I see only a few souls. Okay la, I'm exaggerating, but it was really too few people, considering it was Christmas Eve, and the music played by the clubs nearby suck to the max - or maybe that is just me. Anyways, Spin-the-bottle was crazy. My boyf lap-danced on another guy, and he did it great. =.= THAT WAS SO KINKY. We laughed our asses off. Boy!




Did I mention staying Festive Hotel. It was so... different from other hotels I'd been to before. It was really pretty. Yes, p-r-e-t-t-y and CUTE with all the fun looking art works. A place that I would def stay in again IF I had the chance- it was quite pricey there can. Eesh. Marina Bay Sands Hotel, on the other hand, was quite luxurious. I stayed there with fam and I wished the bathroom was mine =/= its almost the size of MY room. No kidding. I just LOVE the mirrors- all girls would ;D




Times with my lovelies are always wondrous. This includes: HuanYi, ZhenWei, Flo, Ling, SinYee, Jov, Kel, ZiMing, Feng, XuanZhen and of cuz, my lap-dancer boyf Sim ;) Heh heh. I love yous to all of you :*



The memories we had these few days would forever be etched in my mind. I can just imagine us when we're all 60, sitting down around a dinner table, reminiscing about the days we shared together and the moments we enjoyed and loved.
That would be beautiful, won't it?




xx

so "adorable"!

Remember I said I was clearing my room? Look what I found? Super retarded photos I took 20 gazillion years ago. Oh alright, I mean 3 years ago, when I was in uh... Form 2. I didn't know what to do- laugh or cry. Laugh because well, they look super idiotic. Cry because I thought I was so pretty then, i even had the guts to develop those omfg photos. The person developing these photos 3 years ago must had a great time laughing how "cool" these photos were. Puke to the max.

Those 3 above were about the NICEST I could find tho. Others were so gross I had no eyes to see. Ah, when u were that young, you don't know what you're thinking.

"COOL" OL' ME WHEN I WAS 14

meh.

Been up since 9 today. If you knew me, you'll know how rare that is, especially since its the holidays! Woke up and attempted to clear my room. No more mountains of lesson notes, piling in the corner- a huge relief. I wanted to recycle all the papers, but then I'm worried my brother's notes next year wouldn't be as good (like Mr. Cham You's and Mr. Tan's), so I kept a few. Physics and Bio and some BM karangan I got from friends and students from other schools. haha


I went CS too. I finally went to apply for Taylor's.Yep, I'm going there next year! Lolz, I truly think its my fate to go there (instead of SG). Everything went so smoothly- like looking for accommodations and all that. I will be staying with my buds! but mine's single room while my other friends are sharing with each other. I don't know living alone is better or otherwise. I'm only worried of lizards creeping into my room late at night ==. HOPEFULLY, the species in Subang Jaya isn't as scary as my house's - huge and immune to human's presence.


I know it's prolly too early, but I have started to pack for the trip! muahaha. Well, not really pack pack, they're not in the luggage or anything- YET. My range of clothing range from casual to eyebrow-raising ones. Ah, but I love the latter. The trip is the only chance I can wear clothing like that, haha. Cannot wait!


*abrupt stop*
byes!

Last time.

Today was the last time I:

wore SMSO school uniform
wore white school shoes
wore the Let's Speak English badge- okay, the truth is I haven't been wearing it since 2 weeks ago
looked at anything related to SPM lesson notes.


I won't miss them NOW, but I suppose gradually, I would. I mean, lol, 5 years of my life. If you can grasp how truly short life is, you'll know what I mean.